The various moments in my life, along with advice, motivations and fashionable perspectives. 

 Cleric - Yukijoro

The focus of my writing style under the influence of my inner muse yukijoro is "mentality" and the overall reflection of the emotions that lie deep within. My hope is to process the life lived and the life I hold now. Of all my writing voices, this is the most true to the me now, I am still the woman who is healing from her winter. This facet has the most presence on my blog, as she is the one reflecting on my journey and experiences. 

You can catch this guide on my main blog sharing my wisdom, experiences, and reflections. 


Working towards more fulfilling self-love and exploration is the goal of all my writing, and why I explore how I navigate my life. If you feel you need help building an emotive goal, you can now email or message me at your discretion. - E&HS: Setting Emotive Goals

A Note from Jade

These glimpses of my life like chapters of breathing memoir vary from topic to topic. Some are heavy, and some are light please keep in mind that these are moments from my life past, present, and dreams for the future. -Jade

Chapter 42: Failure Buddies


Empress & Her Spectacle: Failure Buddies

Exhaustion is dangerous. One of the symptoms of being another overworked debt-ridden millennial. I’ve found that as time moves on the exhaustion exhibits in different ways and starts to reach other corners of my world. Here are some ways that I’ve noted happen when I’m exhausted beyond self-care Band-Aids.  

•    I don’t want to talk to anyone

•    I escape into scrolling Social Media

•    I take breaks from Social Media

•    Coffee consumption is higher than water consumption

•    I stop sharing anything

•    I abandon self-care

The state of exhaustion that reaches peak social, mental and emotional depletion kills the need to exude effort. The care about friends, family, and my dreams doesn’t disappear but the effort I put to show it is now wiped away with exhaustion. I’m weary in spirit, no matter how strong my mentality is. Any energy is applied to a state of surviving the situation. What I didn’t consider is that being in an unstable state of survival means no one actually wants to stick around through it. It also means people just refuse to respect the nuances of what surviving does to you. I’m still trying to work out a happy medium between Survival and Society, but at this point, I’m counting failures and surprised at success. So you aren't alone in failing at life, just thought we could be buddies at that. Doing our best to achieve success is not linear. Its tiring, often lonely, but we are doing it.